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Tonight’s the night“Tonight’s the night! It’s gonna be alright,” begins the chorus of a song by pop singer Rod Stewart. In my case, “tonight’s the night” and I certainly hope “it’s gonna be alright!” Tonight, God willing and the congregation doesn’t shout out its objection, I will be consecrated as a bishop in our denomination. I will be installed as an auxiliary bishop serving under Archbishop Charles Jones of the Southeast Province and my assignment will include Georgia and Tennessee. I won’t be going anywhere, however, because in our communion, bishops who oversee a diocese must be pastors of a local congregation. I suppose that is to keep them grounded in the real world and to prevent them from thinking of themselves as exalted people. What becoming a bishop does do is expand a person’s pastoral ministry significantly. That part of the duties I feel comfortable with. I am not a scholar, theologian, prophet, bureaucrat, or liturgist. I am a parish priest and a pastor. My gift, if I have one, is to serve as a shepherd to my church and, now, to the clergy and congregations in the Mid-South Diocese. Since the stroke of our beloved bishop John Holloway on June 8, I have for the most part served as an “acting bishop” in many ways. I have not had any Episcopal authority or duties, such as performing consecrations or ordinations, which I will receive tonight. I have done this long enough to know that there is no glamour and no money — just the opportunity for expanded service and the possibility of working with gifted people to help chart the course of a young diocese. All the churches in our diocese are “church plants” — new churches being scratched out of hard ground. Nearly all of the clergy are bi-vocational, working secular jobs to support their ministry. They are brave and courageous men and serving as a bishop among them is the greatest honor and the most frightening task of my life. I know that it will not be easy. When I was elected at our House of Bishops in Orlando, I experienced emotions ranging from joy to dread. I realized that if I were elected, my hopes for a settled life and free time would evaporate. If, on the other hand, I were not elected, I intended to take a deep breath, focus solely on the care of my church and take more vacations and time off. Someone asked, “Should I offer congratulations or condolences?” “I’ll let you know,” I replied. Last week the archbishop called and said, “David, I haven’t heard from you in a week or so. I was just calling to see if you had a heart attack, committed suicide, or had just run away.” I told him that all three options were still on the table. My secretary, Donna Shelton, said that if I run away after all the work she has done on the consecration, she will hunt me down and kill me herself. So, I am still here and tonight’s the night. I suppose part of my hesitation is that I must fill in for John Holloway. Bishop John is many things that I am not. He is an extravagant extrovert, a person who never lacks energy, an intensely prophetic leader, and one of the most praying, fasting, faith-exuding men I have ever known. I cannot, however, be him. I can only be who God has made me, and I have to trust that it will be enough to do this job that I have been elected to do. Tonight’s the night and with God’s grace and mercy and the help of my congregation and the people of the Mid-South Diocese, it’s gonna be alright. login to post comments | Father David Epps's blog |